It's the time for the darkness to die. To be murdered by the light, the sun. Are the small birds crying to welcome the sun or saying goodbye to the darkness? I don't know.
I woke up detaching my thoughts. It's ten after six. The usual time I wake up. But now, I am feeling quite different. Something like tired. My muscles are hurting, I am feeling quite dizzy and it's slowly turning into a headache. I stood up from my bed, tried to completely get to my consciousness. When my brain completely loaded, I found a mystery. Who was that yesterday? What happened to me? What were that strange sound and flash? I started thinking simultaneously looking all around my little room. I looked out through the windows. But I got no trace of the man and that incident. Was that a thief? But why didn't he steal anything? Then I suddenly thought about mom. Same time she called me from the kitchen as well.
"Hey Oliver, come on it's over, wake up!"
Her words brought me breath. Oh, she is fine, whoever he is, have just come to my room only. Suddenly Alice came to mind. Oh! I am gonna be late, wanna meet her! I soon set off for doing my routines neglecting the mystery in my mind.
Aaaah!
What am I seeing? Is this me? I couldn't able to believe my eyes because it was unbelievable. Only with one night, did I become bearded. How this is even possible? Yesterday I was clean shaved. And now! Mistery again caught me up with its strange hands. Again the thoughts of Alice helped me from that beast. Without considering anything, I intended to shave my beards off to became how I was yesterday and after, moved down to the kitchen in hurry.
Just when I reached the kitchen door, I heard mom asking something to me.
"Did you brush your teeth?"
I replied yes but mom is madding at me just like I didn't brush.
"Mom I said I've done"
I said a little more loudly than the previous one. But without Benefit. She is not listening to my words and speaking continuously just like she did yesterday. I opened the door and shouted with my utmost power.
"Are you too crazy like dad!"
Nope, no result, she is not listening nor looking at me. Just yelling what she got in mind, looking to the chair.
I am now walking to the way office, again I am late. What will she think about me? I'm sorry Alice you have to wait a little more. The anger against mom made me not eat my breakfast. I am a little hungry so just wanna reach the coffee shop soon and order some food as well. On the way, I met the neighbourhood Aunt. As I am in hurry, I walked fast from her pretending not to see her. But when I just passed her, I heard her asking something looking straight :
"How's your dad?"
I was startled for a moment. Oh, I didn't check whether he is good or not? Within seconds I detached from that thought and kept moving ahead replying he is fine to the aunt without looking at her face.
Somehow I reached the office after seeing Alice not there in the coffee shop. She must be upset. My mind wandered for her a little while and that wandering got stopped by that terrible recognition. Sir is also mad at me. No, not to me but to the air. Saying all the things like he said yesterday. Maybe itself. Without any difference in tiny words or even in gestures. I shouted out :
"Sir"
Yeah, he also did affect the same thing which I have seen on mom today morning. I yelled! Not only sir but also no one here in the office is listening to me. They are all pretending yesterday. Clearly and accurately. I sat down on my chair. I am not able to move it or to move anything even if it is a bench or paper! Everything seems weird. I felt lonely. Something unexplainable feeling sprouted up in my mind. I don't know what to call that, scare or obsess.
Tommy came and as I thought he imitated himself of yesterday and gone. Then Alice came and said everything she said yesterday. Yesterday it made me travel to a wonderland but now it's hurting me. The world is insane It's completely weird. Everything and everyone got some problem unless me.
Somehow I managed to stay there in the office seeing, hearing and experiencing the world of yesterday. This gave me, the researcher mind, main three conclusions. not people only, all the things and moments of nature are alike to yesterday which means the problem is not with the people but with the time, I am alone here in this trouble and no other can hear me or help me, I can't move nor make any change to any object.
When the officers left, I too started walking to my home. On the way, I saw all the yesterday eve again. I saw that dog being running to catch imaginary me. I felt laugh but could not laugh. My unexplainable feelings override it. Moments later the same thief theft the same old woman's purse and ran away. I waited until that man was caught by the imaginary me. He punched the air and ran away dropping that purse. But like magic, it disappears after a while and after a little more while appears in the old woman's hand. She is thanking the air!
Oh! My mind begins burning. I yelled with the maximum sound I have. I realised my amazement turning to sadness and hopelessness. With a low sound I murmured :
"What the hell is going on with me!"
I reached my home. Yeah, dad was there saying "Are you okay? Did Hitler hurt you son?
All the incidence are again and again hurting me. I walked straight to my room hungrily, or maybe moreover, hopelessly.
Stars twinkled in the sky. Oh, how beautiful is it! I got no time to see and enjoy these natural kinds of stuff early anytime else. I was always busy at night with my new and new research. But now I have nothing to do. My thoughts resulted in me anger extreme rage. What is really happening with me? Why is everything seems weird? The ambiguous mind of every researcher turns to a detective. That's happened with me too. Curiosity in my mind made to think more broadly on this matter. Soon I got plenty of results in which many are terrible and unbelievable and other many are like some fictional stories and films.
Just as the same way I believe that all the world has been changed by a certain reason and I only not affected, why can't think that this is only my problem? And that has more possibility as well.
Are these all only my mind's play? Did any damage happen to my brain? Or is this just a nightmare? Questions rushed on my head which again activated my headache. A little while later, I felt myself an utter fool on think so. No this is not a vision, this is real. I can feel it.
Actually, the world is moving like a video. The video of the entire yesterday. I am just a viewer but I have the ability that no other viewer has. I can come inside this video, can see, feel, move, sound but no other can hear or see or experience me. My actions are useless! And the fascinating fact is that I can't come back whenever I will.
I am now again living on the 31 December of 2021 which is a great blessing. To live on the same day twice, hmm, no other would get this opportunity. All the things that happened yesterday also happened clearly and precisely today too. But the shadow of that man, that flash of light, and the unbearable sound only don't!
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